Dear "Mom"

Hey "Mom"
I figured I'd write you this letter
to let you know , your not my mother
Jess is now
and has almost always been

Jess says I'm going on PINS
so I'm going on PINS

Jess says I'm Grounded
so I'm grounded

Jess says " can't use the phone
so I can't use the phone

Jess calls me a worthless failing lesbian w h o r e
so I'm a worthless failing lesbian w h o r e

in-case you haven't noticed
whatever Jess says goes
you do to me, as she says

when you come home
she tells you of my mistakes
you listen, then punish
but of course, you listen to what Jess says
and punish how Jess says

but what you don't know
are the words she calls me
the things she does
I could tell you
But you wouldn't believe me
because she says
I'm a liar.

this is about my mom and sister. MY sister(older one) basically rules my life and treats me like shit then expects me to always be there for her. Which I usually am but not anymore because I am sick of it. And my mom is still completely clueless. They found out I still cut and allot of stuff has happened lately. I am probably going on PINS ( people in need of supervision) it's basically probation. So I might not be on for a while I will try to get on as often as possible though. Thank you for reading and caring. Lots of love *~*Becky*~*