Misery

How do i sleep when all i do is cry,
How do i live when i really want to die?
I know its not true, no i don't want to believe,
please leave me alone i just want to grieve.
Life isn't fair and i don't want to live,
Don't make me please i have nothing to give.
Slit my throat or put a gun to my head,
No one even cares i just want to be dead.
Will this really put an end to all my misery,
Maybe it will and someone will notice me.
I don't want to hurt loved ones who would miss me so,
But i'm sorry i really feel i need to go.
If i didn't do this what would i say,
How can i make my pain go away?
No one knows my hurt deep inside,
No one would care if i lay down and die.
So i guess good-bye is all i can say,
Maybe i'll see you again someday.