Everyday passes reminding me of lessons to be learned opportunities pass me by showing me things to be earned i don't Noe know life as an adult sees it only as a child and teen i can only guess what life is meant to be based on what ive seen today i learned of love and the pain that it may bear and you can never know a persons truth behind the masks they wear i do not know the meaning of love or why its never true I'm unsure of so many things these Dacy i Noe less than i thought i knew i find its getting difficult to distinguish bad from good and although it sounds cliche I'm a child misunderstood i need to move on past the hurts move to heaven from this hell i need to stand up to others and myself as well i don't Noe how to tell a good friend from a bad we talk behind each others back ruining the trust we had when i stare into the mirror i see things i wish i could deny a fear of judgment and confrontation i can no longer look myself in the ye if everybody has to go through torment and through pain if they understand the hurt that is another's gain if the can feel the burden of their cost of showing their tears if they Noe how it feels to have lover of friend stab their backs with knives why are they so cruel to say these are the best years of our lives?
