Whats the point of living if the one you love no longer cares, or the whole world turned against you, leaving you in the dark, lonely and cold. Your heart aches with that pain that you can never get rid of no matter what. The feeling that you have is just a feeling and nothing more! You say things that shouldn't be said and do things that shouldn't be done. Without love, life is pointless. not like it never was. but deep down in the bottom of your soul where you hide everything for so many years, you know that they care you just choose not to believe. Life is pointless because you make it that way. screams tear through you and you ignore the pain that keeps shrieking from the bottom of you. those tears you cry only at night , never are you able to allow yourself to cry in public over those stupid feelings. Never a point to things anymore. But the one you love reassures you that their there and they tell you not to worry. you feel the tear of you heart and the blood thats split is your own. you promised them never again. you promised them no more pills. you promised them no more drugs. you promised and you broke them all.you feel like the world has turned against you when it really hasn't and you feel like they one you love doesn't care but they do even if they don't show it and you know that you just choose to make your own problems to complain about, something for you to cry over! You say whats the point of living if the one you love no longer cares about you, or the whole world turned against you but the truth isn't far behind.Still you slip.
