December brings a deep sorrow to my heart
It reminds me of the day when we forever had to part
I miss you more then I can to anyone say
But we just couldnt keep you, there was no way
You had so much pain, and wanted it to end
But loosing you broke my heart so no one can it mend
When we found out there was no hope
It broke me completely so I almost couldnt cope
I still dont know how to live my life without you
Whenever I had a problem you always knew what to do
I dont know how to survive and again be strong
Because without you everything just feels so wrong
How can I to anyone ever this explain
I just dont know how to myself regain
You were the one who always guided me threw life
Now I feel like my life is one big role of the dize
I have to again get my life under control
Otherwise I`ll berry myself in sorrow and loose my soul
I have to again start living life fully and completely
And for not being the one who died stop feeling so guilty...
