Confusion, Desolation, Suicide

I wander in darkness
and think about things
my life
was ruined
as i stepped away

my friends, family
disappointed
sad, angry
left without a word
gone from their lives

i wander on the streets
expecting to be invited
to the one who i thought
was the one who knew me
i was rejected

a loner, no goal
nothing left
i take this life
for i left the life
for a one filled with nothing