If he was here. (my friend wanted a poem for her X bf)

Sad, tired, scared, and lonely.
All I want is him to hold me.

Every day is a huge mistake,
Always worried about the moves i make.

If he were here, I would be too
But I'm lost, out in the blue.

He was my angel, sent from above,
I was his devil for him to love.

All the time, Every day.
Always saying he would stay.

One day he up and left,
Just a guy, like the rest.

He never came back
so neither will I

He said nothing,
I want to die.

I want him back, but he's gone
I miss saying "I love you Shawn."

Sad, tired, scared, and lonely.
All I want is him to hold me.