Things i dont understand

God, why did the bible stop
I know it wasnt the end
you had to have done many more miracles
to help all of your friends
why cant we know about that
was it just not on the list
were the people not around who wrote the book
is it just the stuff that they missed
is it suppose to be in our faith
like if we believe that thats it
but what if im to young to understand
andsome of the stories i dont get
what if i die soon
not understanding it all
will you still let me in
or to hell will i fall
what if someone commits suicide
are they still aloud in
and if they still beleive in you
or is that an unforgiving sin
is this letter gonna get to you
if it is is it first
or is it after the hunger
and those in need for thirst
will it make it to you at all
if it does will you take it to heart
will you put it in your piles of letters
and wait till were not apart
well what if i cant wait that long
i just want to know whats it like
how am i suppose to do that
when i still live in this life
so lord if you could
can you answer what i have asked
before i go right now
i want to learn about the past.