Joshua Ward

I lay awake all night long,
in my room, upon my bed.
Crying about how much I miss you,
all your memories running through my head.

I lay in my bed for hours,
just wishing I could fall asleep.
But I just lay there and talk to you,
and cry myself to sleep.

I can't believe you've gone away,
and the reasons are still unknown.
I catch myself thinking of you,
whenever I'm all alone.

My mind's full of thoughts of what to do,
or what I could have done.
So I could have saved your precious life,
Cuz this pain and shit is no fun!

Joey cut his hair today,
and got a wonderful "in memory" tattoo.
With his hair all cut and nice,
he's a spitting image of you!

It was so strange seeing you there,
in the coffin in the front of the room.
It was almost like a bad dream,
that I can't wake up from!