My life

She hasn't eaten in days,
Hasn't had any strength.
Kept getting headaches,
So she took some pills.
Took 13 pills,
One for every year she wished she was dead.

She tries to keep the pain inside,
But eventually it overtook her.
She just broke down and started crying.
The thing she feared the most was to start and never stop.
She just wished he would have told her,
She could have changed.

Now all she does is cry, cry, cry.
In between that theres cutting, puking, and breaking.
If only he would have explained his love,
This never would be happening.
While shes crying and chipping away her body,
He's dreaming about her.

They never talked after that day,
Where he said he was staying away,
He didnt want to interfere.
She had lost her whole world, her friends, and her love.
Why cant you turn back time?
If only it was possible to go back and say, "Im sorry??"
Maybe we can start all over again?
"Hi, my names Shelby Creed!"
"What is yours?"

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