A Chance

You claim,
you're my friend,
and all I'm asking,
is to be there till the end;

We don't
feel the same,
I did until,
my foolish heart overcame;

I'm trying to,
stay away from heartbreaks.
stay away from saddness,
but I look at you and it breaks all over again;

Maybe its not meant,
for you and I,
I just feel so much for you,
that I have to try;

I'm crazy,
always falling when they dont fall back,
but I can't help it,
my heart wants love back;

I'm stuck sitting here,
writing in a blog,
because I can't really tell you,
how I've felt all along;

Am I pathetic,
or am I worried, that if broken once more,
my heart,
won't love any more;

I don't want,
to come on too strong,
but I don't know what else to do,
because what I admit now, has been all along;

I'm not obsessed,
by any means,
but I cant get over you,
or so it seems;

I need a chance,
to see if its true,
but if its not mutual,
I don't want it to go through;

I love that you're there,
to help me through bad times,
but I'm afraid I've found myself,
asking for more than just your mind;

I want your heart,
to comfort mine,
to be with me,
till the end of time;

I am not asking,
for anything more,
than just a simple,
chance.