I cant find the clearing, I'm stuck here in the rain
with all the tears I tried to hide but they still see the pain
they think that this smile in real instead of fake
but these are one of the smiles that you only paint
they think they see the real me but the don't see whats inside
the things that make me hate myself and want to run from the world to hide
they don't go through the things I'm going through
but on second though maybe they do
parents to understand me my friends hate me
I cant find my one true love that special one the *its Meant to be*
my best friend wanting to die
me up to the late nights of the night trying not to cry
my grandpa in and out of the hospital sick and aging
all these damn things I have to be facing
I don't get what it is or even why all these things happen like this
but I hear theres a reason for everything just like theres a reason your the one I miss