Where am i, i cannot say
I didn't want life to be this way
Why didn't i see the signs
Am i too blind to see the truth
Or am i too paranoid to see the lies
Sanity chases me through and through
All i wanna do is be with you
Everything i say is cr*p
Everything i do is done wrong
Everyone says one day
Maybe it'll just be someday
Somewhere, somehow, ill find someone
But if i knew before that i would be here
I would've taken it a different direction
I'm not alright
I'm not OK
but i act like it anyway
You didnt notice when i cry
You didn't see me when i was about to die
Why couldn't i stop it from going six feet under
Why couldn't u warn me
Life shattered like glass
Upon my feet
Scars will never heal, and promises will never be mended
And my heart..well ill never get it back
This is the real world
Even though my life is like a soap opera
Nothing i played out
The rain falls
And lightning cracks
As i fall to the ground
I always had to help myself up
No one gives me a helping hand
Down i go
Here i surrender
Life isn't over
Its just begun
It was never life
So it cant be done
