Wishing Away My Life

by F@n©y Ket©hup   Feb 3, 2006


There's a handful of things in my life,
That I still so mournfully regret.
It is the things that I've did and done.
It is the mistakes that I can't forget.

I wish I can travel way back in time,
To undo what my past had done.
And if I get a chance to start over.
I think I would start it with my son.

I wish I'd given him the love he deserved,
But I was never there when he was alive.
If only I had done my job as his parent,
Then maybe my son would have survived.

I wish I haven't failed his loving mother,
She had been nothing but faithful to me.
Yet I kept my heart locked in an iron box,
And refused to give her the only fitted key.

I wish I can watch the last sunset with her,
And get the chance to tell her "I love you."
I would wait until the sun disappear forever,
Just to hear her whisper a soft "I love you too."

I wish I was a responsible father and husband,
I know I should have put my wife and kid first.
If I were to be nominated for a single award,
I'd won the category of the best of the worse.

I wish I could change how things have turned out,
But fate itself was playing a different song.
It wants me to wallow up in a blanket of regrets,
And thoughts of everything that I did wrong.

I wish I was given another chance with my son,
I wish for an eternal sunset with my wife.
I wish I hadn't spent years wishing so much,
Maybe... I was wishing away my life.

~Atomic©

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  • 16 years ago

    by Lost serenity

    Reminds me of my father..

  • 18 years ago

    by Samantha Hollywood

    Great poem, absolutely great. I really envy how you know you`ve made mistakes and that you`re willing to fix them. I`m sort of interested in hearing more to this story, which can only mean that this poem was absolutely breathtaking. More like heartrending, actually. But i loved it. 5/5, NO doubt.

  • 18 years ago

    by Natalie

    This was really good too! I loved the last line "Maybe...I was wishing away my life"
    Such a great poem full of emotions.Well done! 5/5

    luv natalie x-x

  • 18 years ago

    by Syn

    I think the last stanza is good.. but i think the last line needs work.. other then that..good.

    ~David

  • 18 years ago

    by Juls

    Great poem. We all do things in life we regret but I look at it like..if I didnt make those mistakes than I wouldnt be where I am now. Keep your head up high and I think things will turn out for the best in time. Keep up the great work though your good at exressing your emotions.

    ~Juls~

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