Cutting

by Heather   Feb 3, 2006


What is the only way to relieve my pain?
Well first I will tell you I am not insane.

When I watch the blood fall to the floor,
I watch and make sure nobody comes through that door.

I cut my wrists so hard that they bleed,
Although, I know it is not a good deed.

I know that I am hurting the ones that I love,
I know that this will not let me go to God above.

I hate the fact that people think they can judge me,
I know this will soon cost a huge fee.

Nobody understands unless they have been through it,
I will just do it little by little, and bit by bit.

This is the one thing that relieves my pain,
So please do not think about calling me insane.

©Heather

(As you may notice this poem is about my cutting. I just recently cut and most of my friends are really upset with me. Please rate and comment TY)

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  • 18 years ago

    by Areyoucrazy

    Hi . I used to cut myself all the time and sometimes really bad I hid it from everyone . I stopped though because I promised my bf I would(before he was) ,I never go back on a promise . I understand how you feel , I hope you can stop soon and feel way better . Nice poem and keep writting .
    April

  • 18 years ago

    by BrokenAngel FallenFiend

    Hey, i cut sometimes to but thats ok i understand, i am trying to stop but the pain in my life is too hard to bear alone i know i havent posted in a while ut w/e i couldnt, i am srry and i really care, even while i never met you plz coment on my poems and take care...

  • 18 years ago

    by Krystal

    I know how you feel I cut my self to I'v been there too and yet no one seems to care.

  • 18 years ago

    by cali

    I love this poem. i cut too, my friends hate me for it but they let me do it anyway even though they hate it. if u ever need to talk im here. or u can email me at calimadsen@yahoo.com

  • 18 years ago

    by Lucy Lewin

    I love this poem. It totally reflects me. Although we don't know each other... I'm here for you.
    Keep writing... i like your stuff.
    x3 Lucy

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