I never had a broken heart
I soon found out
It hurt a lot.
Why he loved me,
I don't know.
Too young to love him,
But I did very much so.
He's such a coward.
Why didn't I see?
Maybe I was blinded
That's why I couldn't see.
One day my heart will mend.
I'll be free again.
He was the only one
Who could impress me,
Stress me,
And romance me.
Why him,
why me,
Who's to decide?
It's all too confusing to justify.
He was a man.
I guess that was too much for me.
Too busy with his life,
he would soon forget me.
All he wanted to get high,
Or drink and drive.
Maybe this is what he's saying right now,
"I tell you lies,
Then I tell the truth,
But its only to make fun of you."
I called to find out why.
All he could be
Was total scum.
Just about to cry,
I asked why,
But the only thing that he could say was that things have changed.
He said it over
And over again
But somehow it didn't seem to fit in.
It seemed as bad as sin.
The only thing that I don't understand,
Is that he really was in love.
You could tell from his eyes,
You could tell from his friends,
Because he ignored them.
That's why that got into a fight,
over me.
My guy defended for me
But two weeks after that,
They were friends again.
They didn't include me.
Something was said
I don't know what yet.
Things are different and deranged.
I'm very upset
But I'll get over it.
I do have a broken heart
Because we did part.
He treated me good
That is no lie
But after the fight that night,
He wasn't my guy.
I'll always long for what once was
Because it was my first love.
