Sickened With The Thought Of You.

Sickened With The Thought Of You:

Such an unwelcome surprise,
a traitor come back to haunt.
Why should you now decide to
come back and taunt me?

So many years have come to pass,
since you betrayed me as your
best friend; I must have been so
blind at the time.

Out of the blue you find the need
to seek my forgiveness for your crime.
A crime that was to steal a love
that I treasured and was so deep.

To shatter my world in a million
tiny shards like glass,
each of which cutting straight
into my wounded heart.

But that was so long ago,
my wounds have since healed.
A past that I wish I
did not know.

What is it that is in your
feeble selfish pitiful mind
that would make you think
that now would all be fine?

I would not give you
the time of day, as you
took all my life away.
Be gone you wretch from my mind!

The sight and thought of
you is an abomination.
I am resentful, I have just
cause, you betrayed my very trust.

Never try to reconcile what
you have done, you know
too well what would be the score.
Be gone far from my thoughts.

You lad shall never be a gentleman,
just an utter little cretin,
worst then any other parasite
or plague known to man!

You are nothing but a pathetic
scoundrel, a liar and a skink!
Live on in your pitiful ways,
I will have no more to do with you!

Steven Beesley (c)