Caring ... You Try

I'm sitting here almost crying thinking about you. Knowing that we're coming to an end and knowing that we're almost through. Our times together have been great but sadly enough they'll just degrade.

You'll always mean the most to me no matter the time. You were the one that always had the heart to change my mind, through good times and bad, happy times and sad you've been there and said you'd never let go.

Nothing lasts forever as everyone always says. So lets try to make the best of the rest.

You know your the one that makes me happy just when your there. I know you care and I know you try but I just can't figure out the reason why. I have to give up I can't keep trying. I'll miss it all really I will. But maybe we'll figure out how to just be cool but nothing more we don't have to be just like before.

I know I love you just as I said, always have always will. No one will ever understand what I feel for you. It has nothing to do with love, it goes farther beyond. You know the kind that will never stop.

True friends care for each other and nothing gets in there way. But I know that we were better than that but, the speed bump in the road almost seems like to much. It sends us flying all in a rush. We can't keep control and we're going to crash. Down to the ground and it'll all be gone in a flash.

I love you to much to just throw it away but maybe that's what I need just sometime away I need to give up and I need to be done just so I can learn my lesson to see that I haven't won.

I hope you understand and see that I still care. Because you, Mark, will always be my hero, my brother, my very best friend the one who I'll always look up to until the very end.