Wish I could turn back time
Wish I could stop thinking about turning back time…
For every piece of this jigsaw puzzle
Fell in the wrong place
And every part of my brain aches
With all the decisions I am forced to make
In seconds life passes me by
In minutes it comes crashing down
My heart heavy and my soul sore
Like a brick that wont fall
I’ve screwed up pretty much everything
That I know…
So many regrets , so much rage I try not to show
Lots of disappointments you don’t need to know
So I smile and pretend everything is ok
I see this world crystal clear
…Empty …
Like a fake smile
Like A torn paper
Like A roller coaster that wont stop
I hate your guts I really do
All of you people wearing silly masks
God damn it What is true and what is false!!!
Did I ever tell the difference I do not recall
don’t you dare give me that smile
I want the truth
Don’t look me in the eye and lie
I don’t want your pitty
Im fed up with all your lies
Things have turned out bad
Strange! How they always do
I know I can’t turn back time
But I know its up to me
To make sure things don’t blow up in my face again as they tend to do
So I sit there and smile
Determined to live with ALL of you
To see through each of your masks
And force some sense into my life
