I don't cry on the outside
because I'm bawling on the inside
my feelings are hurt because of
what you said last night
Really its more like
what you didn't say
you couldn't tell me what I did
to fill you with such hate
You just looked at me
with that heartless stare
the way you look when
you really wish someone wasn't there
I asked and asked
but did not receive
the truth or even a word that
made sense to me
I never thought you would
speak to me that way
and it made me feel so meaningless I slammed your car door and walked away
I drove off
and you followed
my heart is no longer joyful
its empty and hollow
Confined in my truck
tears streaming down my face
this is me a mess
look at what you made
I was so close to
telling you how I care and feel
but now I feel so numb
and my emotions aren't real
But the truth is
I freakin' love you
and it scares me to death
being a female makes me
seem like a hopeless worthless mess
Because even though
I still care for you
I don't know how you feel
But last night I know I lost you
and my love for you is still here and and its still real.
