Feeling cold, lonely, and dead
Waiting for this bullet to go through my head
To relieve all my sorrow, to relieve all my pain
There's nothing left, nothing to gain
I loved you so much, but you didn't understand
Our breakup was a shock, it was simply unplanned
You doubted each fear and every insecurity
Left me alone, my body's casing is empty
Up and down on the roller coaster i went
My heartache is painful, my emotions are spent
My chances of life are slim to none
I put to my temple, a loaded gun
I want you to know that I really do want you
And I just can't except the fact that were through
Because i handed you every fragile piece of my soul
But you destroyed something beautiful
My love for you goes as deep as the blade
My mind is warped, my body's decayed
Pull the trigger, never to wake
Loving you was my favorite mistake
