Why do I cry in the middle the night,
no it's not from fright. I'll tell you why:
dear used to be dad;
You may think your just a guy,
If you ask me that's a lie.
You the person who WAS there for me,
Showed me what a dad could be.
Then you had a baby boy,
Now you don't care and I'm out to dry.
Playing catch,
those days are gone.
No more talking to you,
your kid is all you care about.
Now my pain is cutting deeper,
and the walls are closing in.
You ask me about my homework,
And if I'm OK.
I want so much to say no I'll never be OK again.
I wonder if I was just a phase,
you acted like a dad to me now it's killing me can't you see.
You changed the day your son was born,
suddenly I was just a babysitter.
I use to help with project around the house,
no you never ask or need help.
I could cry,
but tears wouldn't help.
I lost my dad.
I lost the best thing I ever had.
