Deny

Deny these emotions that I feel,
Life will be easy if I pretend their not real.

Turn a deaf ear to these voices in my head,
Never let down my defenses or Ill turn up dead.

Every time I close my eyes, its your beautiful and tormenting face I see,
I wish these memories would not remain with me.

I bury them deep within the basement of my thoughts,
Where they must remain to disintegrate and rot.

Every time I see you, these thoughts are uncovered,
And it is my life I feel them begin to smother.

No longer able to go on another day,
Cant bare to continue in my false ways.

But these emotions are so powerful, I dont know what to do,
So it seems Im forced to live like this until I forget about you.