What I've become, isn't me
it's getting harder for me to see
it's my pain that you conrol
it's my unhappiness that let's me flow
down the river
with a bad and heartless shiver.
what you see outside
is the opposite of what I hide
I feel like a peice of shit
because on me you spit.
my life is a horrible place
but you won't see it on my face.
hoping today I die
I can't live this awful lie
to you I'm truthful
yet I make you blue
I can't help, but be me,
turn away I'm about to bleed.
zoning out
and wanting to shout
this life's a headache,
people whi I hate.
I don't really care, really I don't
it's my blood that
stop flowing it won't
