"... Yo can't feel grief not in the same way as feeling sick...."
Bullshit! Grief is the deepest feeling there is, it stabs away in your heart,
nags in your head,
everywhere you go and everything you do, something even the tiniest of things screams out to remind you,
grief never goes away and it doesn't get easier.
Stupid boy, you have clearly never lost anyone or you would know, and don't ever tell me that you can't feel this pain.
You may be able to block it out for a while but it's still there.