These words...suicidal words...

by Catastrophic Beauty   Feb 4, 2006


See These words may seem deep,
But I'm writing them as I sit here and weep.
These words are written forms of my heart's feelings,
Feelings I try to hide to let my heart get healing.

You can't look into my eyes,
And see the tears that i've cried.
But if you could, you'd see an ocean,
Water rising from lovelorn devotion.

My pain is not verbal nor physical,
But sincerly and deeply emotional.
To myself how am I so cruel,
How can i let my emotions overule.

You start to think"how can I end my strife?"
Cutting but NO anything but the knife.
You enjoy blood sliding down your arm,
And keep telling yourself there's no need for alarm.

You've found a way to make yourself free,
Think to yourself "No one can rescue me"
News flash,you can cut yourself or slit your neck,
But no matter what you do, you can't go back.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Fsams

    Nice poem and the overall picture provoked by this piece is lovely though its mournful. Another 5/5

    Tc
    Fsams

  • 17 years ago

    by xoxkatrinaxox

    Wow. thats all i can say. wow. how do u do it? u are amazing. there r no words 2 describe how much i love this poems and all ur poems...wow.

  • 18 years ago

    by TRAGiC BEAUTY

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  • 18 years ago

    by Sorefromreality

    Amazing and extrmely depressing...i loved it tho...it speaks the truth..i have never been a cutter but i have friends that are....its an amzing poem with a great range of words...rhyming and flow was flawless.....
    love ya lots,
    sore

  • 18 years ago

    by {get*lost}

    This was the best poem i have read on cutting in a while, cause everything you wrote is so true. xoxo

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