I am Nothing

The pain

The tears

The lies

The alibis

Cant seem to end

Always begin

Wont go away

They want to stay

Cant seem to find

My release

I just don't know

I'm on my knees

I cry myself

To sleep

The cuts become

Oh so deep

The tears flow freely

The thoughts come dark

The pain I feel

Has no description

The things I know

Cant overcome those that I don't

The intense fear

That I don't know

The things I wish I could fix

But know that I cannot

The people that I

Am forbidden to see

The love I feel

But can no longer have

Where I want to be I cannot

What I want to do

I do not know

For I know nothing

And I am but nothing

And I will always be nothing