IMRU?

Well im sorry for the bad news but i hope that you will heal
but i know that i must admit this isn't the way i feel.
for i live in a shadow also and NO one has a clue.
between us this will never work, because i cannot love you.
i guess that i must tell you, just giving the reason.
but please understand and don\'t act as though its treason.
i stare at my loves each day but they don't realize, because it isn't 'normal' how i look through my eyes.
you see i guess I'm not normal, for how i love is 'wrong'
but i cannot help the way i feel because ive felt this all along.