If I Got To Love You Again

If I got to love you again
This time around I wouldn't let it go
I wouldn't find a reason
To say no

I wouldn't run away
Because I got scared
I wouldn't be jealous
Or be weird

I wouldn't make you cry
Like I did once or twice
Its been two years now
I'm a totally different guy

You taught me to love
You taught me to cry
You taught me suffer
Maybe thats why

I could never love again
Because nobody loved me like you
You were special, sweet, sincere
And best of all you were you

You spoke with an accent
That drove me crazy
We would always laugh about it
Gosh you were so amazing

I cant recall the day
That I said goodbye
Everything happened so fast
Sometimes I wonder why?

I wonder what I could have done
To make you comeback
I mean I loved you with all of my heart
But you never realized that

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to love you again
Would be the same
Or would you be totally different

Its been 2 years
But for some reason I miss you sometimes
But those times are coming less and less
But I love you still its just your no longer mine

If I see you again
I just want to know
That I don't even remember or know why I let you go

If I could love you again
Id probably love you forever
If I could see you again
I promise I would never

I would never make you cry
Only because you can
I would always make you smile
I will never make you sad

I miss you with all my heart
I wish we could maybe talk a little more
Even though I know well never again be together
Its you I still adore.

~eddy~ (JG)