IIt cuts me to the quick

When I'm looking at you
I'm see two men, the one that you are and the one that you sould be
After these years that drowned me
These tears that i had been choke
I can finally say,think and know
That i no longer care about you
Honestly, I'm exhaust
You gave my a scar
You left with my trust
I seen a side of life that i didn't know, the dark one
nothingness one
You learned me to fight against my emotion, my desire
Like an idiot i was trusting you
Thinking just an matter of time
he'll be mine..you won't be
With this, I'm happy