I just dont understand why Im always the one to blame for all the mistakes youve made you say I push u almost drive you insane but what I say its true I cant stay here and just wait on you
You get upset and act like my feelings arent in this to, but how am I wrong when I have been here so patiently waiting for you. You take it for granted my love for you.
You push me to my limits and act as though you wouldnt care if I leave then why are you so tightly holding onto me?
Cant keep going through the notions as though I belong to you if you wont commit to me, its like you dont care what I do as long as no one else spends the time with me too.
I cant stand the fact that you expect me to just wait around for you so Im sorry if my decision causes you pain but I no longer feel the same way I once felt for you so I must move on without you by my side
We no longer get along on the level we once did and when we argue it always ends up being my fault in the end
I cant stand the fact that the person who means so much to me and that I love and hold so dear causes me the most pain
I just want you to know these words dont come with ease but much thought and consideration for the way they may make you feel
I dont mean to bring your world crashing down so suddenly but if I said I still felt the same I would only be lying to you and me about the way I truly feel and I rather have you feel pain now than hating me in the end and although I told you I would never leave and would always be there for you I can no longer stay because I no longer can go on pretending things are the way they use to be especially when your constantly hurting me..
