Loneliness of Love

Boy, I was foolish
A whole day that was wasted
As I sat at home and waited
While I nervously bit at my lips
and blood I had tasted

Why did I believe that maybe
You would call or stop by
Am I crazy for thinking this?
I can only ask myself why

The reason is the sickness
That has caught me in it's net
It will cause my heart to bleed
Until fate and life lose the bet

You are never going to be the same
The virus spreads deeper
My mind loses it's train of thought
Am I seeing the Grim Reaper?

I must sleep to forget everything
Ending this pain is something I should be proud of
But I won't forget what you meant to me
Before I died from the loneliness of love.