Its hard to fake the memories we had. i used to be able to smile at that. your grins and laughs are becoming a memory. I'm starting to fade away in Ur heart..thats going to set me free. I'm hiding my pain. you told me its over. I'm crying in shame. to think you loved me. but then again whats the point of trying to bring us back. when you just look at me and never look back. I'm trying to tell you i would never try to hurt you and i would never mean to make you cry. but you just walk away like I'm just another goodbye. I'm sorry but i cant sleep tonight. i miss you. i love you. i want you. but do i need you? let me go,I'm trying to leave you behind. I'm crying in sorrow ,I'm dieing of a broken heart. i cant seem to find, a reason..to just leave you behind. Crying all night.. looking out my window...listening to love songs i used to hate. does that make you think I'm happy? Watching you and her kiss, just like how you kissed me at night. it breaks my heart so much, i could just fall right down and let my heart stop beating. but i try so hard to tell you..Ur not going to hurt me. but I'm just falling again. Ur stupid tricks are hurting me, I'm thinking in my head why wont you leave me alone? I'm dieing slowly..because you wanted to say goodbye.Now tell me a reason, just to leave you behind?
