Not Strong Enough

Im not strong enough
To handle this pain
Of being so broken hearted
It's driving me insane

I've been through alot
No one's life is perfect
But depression, cuts, and abuse...
Sometimes I feel so wrecked

And I've lost the last thing
That showed me love
My angel; my protector
Sent to me from above

I don't know what happened
But now I am alone
I miss him so much
He's the only love I've ever known

I've never been the one
To show my feelings
I've always held strong
Dignity controlled my dealings

But I've lost a part of me
It hurts so bad; my pain
My soul is splitting apart
My heart is falling like rain

I'm not strong enough
No longer can I fly
So to hell with my pride
Tonight I wanna cry