Who\'d have thought?

I was the girl who tried hard,
[really I was hiding in the dark.]

I was the girl who always smiled,
[it got fake after a while.]

I was the girl who always laughed,
[But look close at the photograph.]

I was the girl who wore a disguise,
[look closer into my eyes.]

I was the girl who was never upset.
[you thought I was ok.... but then.....]

I was the girl who wanted no more gloom,
[and yet how could you think I was safe up in my room?]

I was the girl who wanted no more pain.
[you never saw what I'd really became.]

I was the girl who gave in,
[didn't you see my world slowly cave-in?]

I was the girl who looked in tack,
[don't you wish you could take it all back?]

I was the girl who took everything to heart,
[every mean thing you said, I still laughed.]

you saw mew laugh, you saw me cry,
[who'd have thought I'd commit suicide?]