Trying to tell him how i feel
But he didn't do anything...
Its what he didn't do... what i didn't do...
That makes me feel like nothing...
No fizzy sensation anymore
Only an empty pit in my stomach
which he doesn't know is there...
No time...
Not seeing each other...
Missing him all the time...
Waiting for him to call...
Giving up on making time for him...
Being so happy when he calls
that i forget my "issue" with him.
Avoiding the issue to make it easier
So that we don't have to fight...
He is too good for me...
My friends tell me to just tell him
But its almost like i don't want it to end...
I just want more...
Want life put into our relationship...
Want him.....just him by my side...
but our lives hold us apart...
