*note: this is something i posted as a blog on my my space (my space.my space.com/babygizmo89) but i thought i made a great poem...so enjoy _-_*
Its like..the more i see them together, the more i want to cry. Its like, the closer they grow to each other, the farther from reality i get. its like, NEITHER of them seem to notice anything but each other..its like..they don't even notice they're the reason i cry. Its like...not long from now, I'll have inched my way...completely off their friends list...cause its like...every day, I'm moving down a spot on their top 8...its almost as if...they don't even care any more, its like all their promises of "I'll ALWAYS be there" were never true...its like...i just can't help but to be sucked back into this dark hole..its like...everything is so cold...its like...I'm standing on the outside of a giant box, its like they don't even notice I'm long gone...its like...i never existed...and its like..all the things I've ever done...never meant a thing. its like, i can't help but miss them its like..they're standing right in front of me and yet..i still can't reach them, its like no matter WHAT i say, or how i say it, they don't seem to realize its them I'm talking about...its like...i just can't seem to shake this feeling...its like...i just can't sleep at night any more, its like, my heart is so sore and tired and i never want to love again. its like...no matter how sad, depressed, exhausted, tired, scared, alone, shaken, broken, shattered, and lost they make me feel...i just can't stop wishing that one day...I'll wake up and this all will be a dream...that one day, I'll wake up...and I'll still be a part of their life...
its like...even tho i know its never going to happen...i just can't help my self.
