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by Dee Feb 5, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Innocent and three years old She does not understand How complicated life can get And how divorce is never planned One day she says she is scared And does not want us to go home She is often tempted To spend the night alone Other times she says she loves him As long as he doesn't yell Sometimes I see her sadness And it makes me feel like hell A Mother so confused Because she is so very young I don't know if she is searching for sympathy Or if her sadness has begun Does she sense my resistance Due to the distance he portrays Would she feel more confident If she was given a bit more praise Does she know the outcome If I choose to walk away And take her from her Daddy Who sometimes will sit and play Some nights it is like the WWF Some nights we live in bliss If we left our home front tonight Is there anything she would miss Or does she often wonder How happy we would be If it was only she and I Living life so easily Absent of the emotion Of a grumpy, lonely man One who makes us feel so bothersome And unwelcome in his plans He complains when we are at the office He complains when we are home He complains when we are hanging out And he complains when call him on the phone But once we pull up in the driveway He greets us at the door Then he disappears It is like we let him do his chore I think he likes to gripe at us Because he has nothing much to do But I really think he is jealous Of her loving me and me being true He gets so irritated yet it fills me with ambition To pack my things and get out of here and find better overall conditions Now much longer can I stand this Before I take the upper hand I refuse to live my entire life Absent of romancing from a man He either needs to change his ways Or he should say goodbye Because I am tired of watching love keep on passing by.