Crying inside

I can't tell anyone the truth
How i really feel
I want to be honest
I want to fly away
I'm tired of him
I'm tierd of them
harassing me
not knowing what i really think of them
If they did what would happen
would they cry
would they laugh
would they even care
cause inside i\'m crying
inside i'm dying
this pain i feel
can't be real
I shouldn't think these thoughts
i shouldn't be this lost
the tears i cry
with dispair
They don't care
they don't look deep enough
They see my smiling face
but don't like into my crying soul
I'm tierd of running away
and not even knowing what i'm running from
I want to help
I want to be there for them
but how do i help when i'm the on in need
so maybe you should just leave