You in my life

There are tons of things running through my mind.
I'm not easy to understand, you'll find.
All this time you thought you understood me.
I forgot to tell you I'm not what you see.
I'mnot the one to blame.
You should looked inside, I'm not the same.
I just don't understand why you didn't take the time,
To simply ask me if I'm fine.
You don't even know my fears.
You don't know how ofter I cry these tears.
You don't know me anymore.
You don't even know what I live for.
Maybe I live for you,
And some other people too.
I shouldn't have to tell you,
Why I do the things I do.
So figure it out,
And you'll finally know what my life is all about.

02.03.06