High school years pushing down on me
Throw me all around push me down, so alone
Supposed to be the best years of my life not filled with misery
Look up and smile, cuz I can not go home alone
Pretending everything in life is OK
What happened to that girl who had it all?
How can I not think of one thing to say
And how can you just watch me fall?
Sometimes the blade is my best friend
And sometimes it hurts to let pain out in tears.
Why does god, let me hurt, why should I want life to end?
What happened to the good times,? Why am I filled with silent fears?
I am on a rollercoaster it is a roller coast called life
Ups and downs, fast and never slow
One day I let it out other times I turn to the knife
Smile faked, some days I feel so low...
I can not quit wondering, where did I go?
I used to have it all,
How can no one know?
That everything that goes up eventually has to fall
Hayley Copywrite 2006
*dont know what to call this, its not officialy done yet*
