My life is so f u c k e d up

My life is so f u c k e d up
I don't know what to do
I have no one
To help me make it through

I lost my friend
The one that was always by my side
I miss talking to her
We always helped each other get through another night

I've lost my home
The place I feel like I belong
I don't know where to go
Everything feels so wrong

I've lost my sanity
What was keeping me alive
There's really no reason for me
NOT to take my life

I've lost my good habits
Now I'm stuck with the bad
I cut myself so much now
Even when I'm not sad

All I had been asking for
Was a little help
someone to help me through this
But I was left by myself

Now it's time
To say goodbye
I'll be gone forever
I know you won't cry.....

***I know this poem really sux, but I just had to get some of this
s h i t off my mind....comment if you, and I'll return the fav***