JustForMe..*

Getting butterflies when i see you
getting all cough up inside
you smile,your laugh,those eyes
how did i get so lost inside of you?
your the only one I'm giving my heart to
but trust me i don't like to be hurt
i don't want to think of us splitting apart
we just got together
but already I'm feeling like never before
its like your my first kiss all over again
but its not even like you just want sex
you actually like me for me
this actually means something to me
never have i felt this way and it scares me to think it could all be taken away
with one word, that you hopefully dare not use
I'm so deep into you i don't think i could be saved
but thats alright cause darling
i don't think your like the rest
but yet you've still hurt some friends
do you dare treat me the same?
or am i just another girl
to put beside you for a day or two
do you actually feel as i do
or am i making a fool out of myself?
you seem to act as you do
but i feel so special inside you
its like when I'm with you i don't need my razors
i don't need my cigarettes
i have no unhappy emotions around you
or when i think of you
but that scares me to know
you could take it all away
and you could drop me like I'm nothing
which what i was before i was with you
but I'm also not one to get like this
so i dare not tell you
this poem will stay with me in my heart
not to be read by those eyes
I'm sorry...
i couldn't bring myself to do it
that would give you to much control
which I'm not willing to give