Lost

by And smiles hide everything   Feb 6, 2006


Now that you're gone
I've lost myself so badly
In a place where no one can help me
Where pain is all I see

No one can rescue me
From this horrible place
So cold and dark
I only want to see your face

So many tears I've cried
So many times I wished you were here
I've become so empty
I am not like I use to be

When you left I died
I lost you and myself at the same time
I didn't think I'd be able to survive
Was loving you such a crime?

I don't understand
Why we can't talk anymore
All this pain
Because of your stupid w.h.o.r.e.

Sometimes I feel my broken heart
Start to heal
But it feels so wrong
This life seems so unreal

I don't think I'll ever stop loving you
How could I forget you
The one that made me
Who I am today

What am I suppose to do without you
This pain I feel everyday
You have no clue
I just wish I could do like you
And run away

Never come back
Start over new
Forget all about you
And all you meant to me

I feel nothing anymore
I'd give myself to anyone
I'm worthless
And so lost

Self-harm
Drugs
And alcohol
Has taken over
So many scars that
I'm trying to cover

You helped me so much
My best friend you were
But then you left me
And turned to her

You broke me to pieces
I'm scared to ever trust or love anyone again
I'd rather be alone
Then ever get hurt like this again.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Megan Michaud

    I love this poem so much! Van, it's so sad! But I know this is exactly how you feel and that worries me...please talk to me and let me help...I love you!!! oxoxox~Meg

  • 18 years ago

    by Milton

    I've been feeling like this latly, but not everything is gone for me.. But I know how being really sad is like.. Good stuff.

  • 18 years ago

    by Stephy

    Ok well the first comment a wrote was really good. so I'll try and re write it...
    awww! vanny!( i thought id start at the beggining) it's so sad...see i'm scared of what you're going to do to yourself...or what you have been doing for that matter. please don't so anything stupid, you're worrying me, but you know that so I won't bore you with this again. The poem is really good though the ''Because of your stupid w.h.o.r.e. ' part made me well nto quite laugh but almost, its uh very you, lol, and put the other one up! its adorable! well since its all true and all...sad at the same time though..ok so keep getting things out ok? luv ya-xx-

  • 18 years ago

    by Stephy

    Aww vanny

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