Letter to NO-ONE

Its not a poem...

Hey (insert name here when i decide who actually cares or just pick someone at random to send this to),
well life sucks no doubt so i have decided to write this in my free time which is practically all the time seeing as i have no friends i can share anything with, so now we have the hard introduction crap out of the way down to business, while sitting here, alone, talking to my imaginary friend timmy i thought why not write a suicide note? and timmy said that seems like a good idea so i am, now dont get the wrong idea im not dead or going to kill myself for that matter, im just alone, dont talk to anyone and dont let anyone in and never will.................. Well that made me feel better. You didnt think Id let anyone read that did you? Like hell id send anyone a suicide note theyd worry like f**k and probably call my parents or try to be a better friend. uuuuugh. I guess i just hate people. There was and probably will be only one person who ever understood me and i cant even tell you who that was! Hows that for just brilliant, and i pushed them away so whats the point in living. Just sitting here listening to depressing old unpopular love songs and contemplating being a nice person. Ha! Me nice! that wont happen for a while. Well you most probably think im nice maybe not, i dont care, but the truth is im not the person you know, or think you know, no-one will ever know the true me. All that you see is the person i show you which is just someone i have invented that i think you will like. You dont know me. No-body does. The real me is locked up deep inside my shell of reflection which invents the person you call *****. Anyway the real me, yes ive decided to give you a taste, shocking, anyway the real me longs to cut my finger just to taste my blood, the real me crys herself to sleep, the real me goes on long walks contemplating the point of her existence and all of the troubles of the world. Well what the crap that was thrilling but i dont think ill send it to anyone in the end. Ha i knew all along nobody would ever recieve this, letting people in thats a good one. Well that was an adventure and a half.