Are you ready?

Are you ready to come back?
i know you had a withdrawel attack,
i wish i could have been there to have had your back

i would not have ever believed you would have ended up like that,
we are sisters you know thats a down right fact,
i wish you would just believe that you are not at all fat,
wishing we could do those things and have those silly chats

remember when i was little sitting on your bed,
remember when you would laugh at every word i said,
sometimes, now i wish that i were dead,
and you, i know, think of that in your worn out head

did you know we worry,
and wish the healing would soon hurry..
our memories are becoming blury
and faint you see youre still on the journey

night after night i think of you
and wonder why i didnt do
what would have been true
even if it meant breaking through

pinky promises,
they were a laugh,
little nonsense,
it didnt last

i want you back
are you ready
cut the slack
i forgave you already

***I know it doesnt rhyme that much but its all for my sister shes in rehab now and i swear she was doing so much better but then she went back down again.. i love you angie***