As i lye awake at night an think about only you an how much i love you an how much you hurt me just how all the others have done just how u said u wouldn\\\'t, i think about how i can change it all or just end all my pain all these scars i hold inside no one knows how deep they are until the end its getting worse as i think about it sometimes i cant feel anything it is as tho i am numb or sometimes i feel worthless it is a big world i am only one person no one will mis me no one will notice wen I\\\'m gone this is the end to a not so perfect lullaby I\\\'m waiting for you to let me go to where i belong so i can say GOODBYE
