Who am i meant to listen to?
is what you say all true?
this has torn me in half, cutting in patterns on a sinful wrist, what is making me so bad?
everday theres always something new to add to my list,
always one comment, and one evil eye, making me feel so bad, and you guessed it cry,
are you letting me drown in this undoubtful pain, just let me be gone, i know that there is some behind all those thriller eyes, that think maybe shes suffering and paused in dark black skies,
is what i get at school something i need? underneath all the selfselfisness and all the greed,
but dont you think its time to stop
before i let myself go? i cant say it tot there faces i know they would just laugh, im sorry for telling, he was hurting me,you have to understand what it is i feel, i cant sleep at night, and it makes me feel like im just nothing most of you agree, but i cant carry on anymore this pain is getting to me, im begging for a way out and forgivness is to much to ask,
but you all have to stop, im not myself anymore im a different person,
people tell me to ignore it, but theres just to many of you, take it out on the girl who caused it all because it wasnt me, i feel so bad, juat please,!!! burning in me and blood dripping cold, this is not a new thing and it\'s just getting old, the tearsare so used to falling, they are frosted to the side of my face, shaking in pain, in this dreadful place, im not going to say that it was you who cause me to feel this way, cause you are better then what it seems,and i hope i can make up and call everything a dream, i want this smile to be real, i dont want it to be fake, im scared to breath, have i done the wrong thing? are you happy now? you destroyed my life, burnt therw me and left me in ashes, soon i\'ll be gone and you wont know what to say, and the only way you could saying sorry, would be by placing flowers on my grave....
