These thoughts racing threw my mind
captured and thrown into many words on paper
Not making a lot of since but begging for mercy
This fragile world will crumble at any moment
Sick of hearing it will be okay, and that everyone understands
Its not okay, you'll never understand, N never truly care
You shouldn't it all ends in the grave any way
People these days always flirting with suicide as if its a trend
Now painting a picture in you mind thats forever stained in mine
Blood everywhere with little girls screaming
But me not able to even move, i couldn't help, its my fault
Last conversation on repeat forever running threw my mind
A glimpse of what its really like? words won't justify the pain
Worrying who's next, afraid its you shamed if it wasn't
replay it all while staring out the window
into darkness with frightful lonely thoughts