Not Now

You came in my life so unexpected.
So I tried to push you away because I became so affected.
I tried to run because I was so scared to be in a relationship with you.
I knew you would just **** me, suck me, and leave me blue.
I hated to admit it but I found out what you said to be true.
I hate to admit it but after all I really do love me.
You treat me so good and always put a smile on my face.
And in my heart you will always have a place.
You will soon be my husband and me your wife.
I know you dont believe me but I will be with you for the rest of my life.
Everything I look you in your face, a smile spreads across my face.
I wanted to look at you every morning, so I began to stay at your place.
With others, My love I had to pretend.
With you my unconditional love is what I send.
With others I had to have some one on the side.
Although with you Im all yours, and thats certified.